tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34081062011-04-21T19:22:46.182-04:00my journal.wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comBlogger251100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-761214762002-05-03T11:21:00.000-04:002002-05-03T11:21:19.886-04:00since i've been sick i think i gained alot of weight. the shirt i just put on buttons up, and it just doesn't fit like it used to... i guess i better start running again. <br />only two more weeks here and i get to go home for the summer!!! i can't stand being at school anymore. plus i need a haircut, and i can't go here! i need to go to my place at home. <br />i think i've been watching <i>way</i> too much whose line is it anyway. i suddenly have the desire to move to England.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-76121476?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-760017282002-04-30T10:52:00.000-04:002002-04-30T10:52:00.683-04:00i wasted almost two years letting my life revolve around this damn suite. i can't help but be the mamma bird, and do whats best for everyone, but its bullshit now. my room mate thinks she has no faults and is perfect, but does she do anything but sit around here and criticize everyone else? no. maybe if she had a life she wouldn't be soo interested in everyone elses. <br /> <br />omg, i am soo stressed out thinkng about getting a job or two this summer. no one is gonna hire me. maybe i can get an internship. we'll see. ok, i have a test at 2:30. better go study...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-76001728?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-759652102002-04-29T11:52:00.000-04:002002-04-29T11:52:47.073-04:00i'm getting sick again. i don't know if it is the mono wearing me out again, or just a flu or something. i have 3 more classes today, but i think i am gonna skip one to sleep. <br /> <br />last night i couldn't deal with my room mate so i left to hang out with some other friends. and of course i bitched about my roomie. i mean if something is bothering you, you have to talk about it. but someone said that i basically need to make some new friends. because this one person in our group is like infecting everyone. i cant even explain what she is like. every time i say something, i am wrong. its like everyone else around her grew up and she is still acting like she is ten. sad part is she just turned twenty. ok thats enough complaining. <br /> <br />so i'll be taking applications for new friends. just send me an email stating in 100 words or less why you want to be my friend. don't waste any time because spaces are limited. <br /> <br />that was a sad attempt. <br /> <br />ok, i know i am probably like two years too late on this but i just realized i have a huuuuuuuuuuuge crush on <a href="http://us.imdb.com/Name?Knoxville,+Johnny">johnny knoxville.</a> <br /> <br />nap time. <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75965210?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-758500472002-04-26T11:20:00.000-04:002002-04-26T11:20:43.113-04:00i've got a statistics test in like two hours and i didn't study. i always wait till the last minute... grrrr!!!!! <br />procrastination is seriously an art. i would sooo dominate it, if it were a sport. imagine watching that? people just sitting around not doing anything, and getting paid as much as professional baseball players? or maybe they could just stick a camera in my room, and everyone could watch me watch tv... <br /> <br />speaking of sports i missed soooo much of the nhl playoffs because i have been doing work!! i dont really like sports, but i like hockey. toronto vs. the islanders tonite.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75850047?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-757345242002-04-23T13:50:00.000-04:002002-04-23T13:51:07.000-04:00i finally finished all the film in my camera! now i get to see my pictures of me & dave foley from <i>the kids in the hall</i> show last week. only 4/5 left of the kids to stalk...... umm, i mean meet. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75734524?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-757253282002-04-23T08:53:00.000-04:002002-04-23T08:53:50.263-04:00i havent posted in sooo long! i was addicted to reading other blogs for a while, and had to stop reading them for a week to rid myself of the bad habit. bad girl! i guess its better than doing crack. <br /> <br />i'll post more later.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75725328?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-755189602002-04-17T17:06:00.000-04:002002-04-17T17:06:40.376-04:00its so nice out. its like all of a sudden its summer. too bad i got a midterm in two hours...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75518960?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-751697342002-04-08T13:43:00.000-04:002002-04-08T13:44:32.000-04:00<a href="http://www.ae.com/AE_ProductPage.process?RestartFlow=t&CatalogFlag2=Shoes&Merchant_Id=1&Gender=Womens&Section_Id=557&Product_Id=1507034&CatalogFlag=FloorSet&Section_Title=DressySandals&ColorString=0416_5824_200">these.</a> <br /> <br /> <br />dammit why does that get screwed up all the time?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75169734?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-751696972002-04-08T13:42:00.000-04:002002-04-08T13:42:48.353-04:00i got my package of stuff that i ordered from ae today. i am sooo in love with <a href="http://www.ae.com/AE_ProductPage.process?RestartFlow=t&CatalogFlag2=Shoes&Merchant_Id=1&Gender=Womens&Section_Id=557&Product_Id=1507034&CatalogFlag=FloorSet&Section_Title=DressySandals&ColorString=0416_5824_200>these</a> sandals. i am wearing them as i type this. i am gonna wear them all day! <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75169697?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-751444362002-04-07T20:40:00.000-04:002002-04-07T20:40:53.726-04:00today i woke up, took a shower, did some laundry, and studied. exciting, huh? <br /> <br />so i'm going home thursday. i'm soooo excited. i'm such a dork. only two months left, and then home for good. i always get antsy around this time and i just want to get my ass outta here. <br /> <br />i've got a big american art test tomorrow morning, so i better go study. <br /> <br />smell ya later.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75144436?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-751175902002-04-06T20:04:00.000-05:002002-04-06T20:04:05.390-05:00to fix the damn layout i just had to pick a WHOLE new layout which blows, because i spent so much time on the other one and i liked it. grrrrrr! anyways i watched <i>riding in cars with boys</i> today. it was sooo good. i love movies like that. it was a little long though, but it was good. <br />i really need to force myself to study. i just cant concentrate anymore, and i have alot of stuff to do lately. no in use whining. i've got to do good and get out of here. some people would kill to be going to school on a free ride like i am. <br />the mono is just really wearing me out lately, so if i dont get all As i have an excuse. <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75117590?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-750775932002-04-05T12:08:00.000-05:002002-04-05T12:08:49.060-05:00yeah, i screwed this up and i dont know how to fix it, because it wont let me delete that entry.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75077593?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-750773362002-04-05T12:02:00.000-05:002002-04-05T12:02:29.570-05:00eww, i typed a whole long post and it got fucked up!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75077336?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-750773142002-04-05T12:01:00.000-05:002002-04-05T12:01:38.883-05:00i love fridays! only one class today, so i get to stay in my pajamas till one o'clock! gosh i'm cool. <br /> <br />here's the <a href="http://www.fridayfive.org>friday five</a>: <br />1. <i>what are the first things that you do in the morning to start your day? </i> usually i get up, go the the bathroom, brush my teeth, wash my face, and then go check my e-mail. i usually get up around nine, so i put on springer while i decide what to wear. then i get dressed, throw on some makeup, and then head out. not too exciting. <br />2. <i>what are the last things that you do at night before going to bed?</i> i just brush my teeth, wash my face, turn off the lights, make sure the door is locked (i think i am obsessive compulsive about that...), and then go to sleep. pretty much the same as above, but in reverse. <br />3. <i>what daily routine have you recently added to your day?</i> probably just eating three meals a day. it sounds stupid, but i never do, and since i have mono, i'm not really hungry. so i have to force myself to eat. <br />4. <i>what routine do you wish you get rid of?</i> spending too much time on the internet. <br />5. <i>what's the one thing that makes you feel like something is missing if you don't do it some point within your day?</i> probably just studying. if i dont at least read a little, i feel like i wasted the day. oh, and probably if i miss snl, or kids in the hall. they are part of my daily routine... <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-75077314?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-114684802002-04-04T18:06:00.000-05:002002-04-04T18:06:59.233-05:00hey kids! whats going on? i dont think i really have anything that exciting to let y'all know. i slept through a class and went to one today. went to the caf. and now i'm sitting here. <br />oh, guess what?? <b> I'M GOING TO SEE THE KIDS IN THE HALL!!!</b> yay!! i can't even begin to tell you how excited i am. but as hardcore as i am, i don't think that i am going to wait outside after the show to meet them. i guess it would be cool to have a picture with them and all, but its like the thrill would be gone. ok, maybe it wouldnt be. i just over analyze stuff...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-11468480?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-114373282002-04-03T22:20:00.000-05:002002-04-03T22:23:01.000-05:00"If you're comfortable with who you are, you don't have to always compare yourself to someone else." ~Scott Thompson<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-11437328?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-113445472002-04-01T10:40:00.000-05:002002-04-01T10:40:18.203-05:00today i have to take a make up exam, and i dont even know what its on. i am just gonna fail. then when i do, the teacher will see how i wasnt lieing about being sick. i really need to at least pass this. luckily one of my room mates took this class last semester, so i can take the test that she already took, and study that. <br /> <br />oh the boring details of my life...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-11344547?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-113321102002-04-01T00:06:00.000-05:002002-04-01T00:06:38.030-05:00damn you comedy central. i have been sitting here waiting for <i>the critic</i> to come on. and i know they only play it on sunday nights. grrrrrr. but what comes on. stupid premium blend. <br /> <br />anyways. i think its time for bed.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-11332110?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-113234072002-03-31T19:41:00.000-05:002002-03-31T19:41:45.826-05:00hey. i havent fixed this layout all the way yet. i got it from blogskins.com so go check it out! right now! you know you arent interested in reading my journal anyways. go! <br /> <br />ok. so i was home for a few days. i really didnt do much but sleep. damn mononucleosis. oh, and we got digital cable at home! i was soooo excited. now i get to watch sundance AND ifc. <br /> <br />smell ya later.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-11323407?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-111399682002-03-26T11:12:00.000-05:002002-03-26T11:12:41.110-05:00i just feel so blah. ya know. like stagnant. just sitting. not moving forward, and not even backwards. and even though i am in school, i dont feel like i am learning anything. like i cant apply it. at the same time though i am really not in a bad mood. i guess i really never am. its just like habit for me to be happy. i guess its a better habit than smoking.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-11139968?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-111395742002-03-26T10:59:00.000-05:002002-03-26T10:59:27.700-05:00everythings all good now. made up with my friend, got some cough drops, took a test (which i was late for. damn snooze button!), and now i just gotta go buy a bus ticket to go home. au revoir!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-11139574?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-111241612002-03-25T22:43:00.000-05:002002-03-25T22:43:56.073-05:00today i found out that i really have mono. and the king of empty promises, my best friend back home, who promised to call me tonite hasnt yet. its 10:42. i give up. it sounds really mean of me. and its probably why i really havent had a friend for probably more that four years straight. i just get fed up with people i guess. it pisses me off because i know the second i come home he'll be attatched to my hip. it was so good to be his friend for a while, and then he found new people. i feel like i was just temporary.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-11124161?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-111024552002-03-25T11:55:00.000-05:002002-03-25T11:55:31.513-05:00since i was supposed to do alot of stuff last week, but didnt get a chance to because i was sick, i am stuck doing everything in one day. it really blows. <br />my brother just called me to tell me that this girl i used to be friends with in junior high just got married. at 20! thats crazy. she might not even be 20 yet if i remember when her birthday is! kids these days! i know i'm selfish and immature, and i probably wouldnt be able to handle being married till i'm like 30. maybe 35. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-11102455?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-110554622002-03-23T22:49:00.000-05:002002-03-23T22:49:34.880-05:00hey there. i'm screwing around with the layout because i am a loser who should be out on a saturday night. i'm starting to get pissed because my best friend back home is being a moron. he is trying to tell me that i dont have mono. first of all he is three hours away, and hasnt been here to see my constant puking, sleeping, lack of eating or doing anything really, and he is gonna yell at me and tell me i am fucking fine. ummm, no. i hung up on him. i'm not taking anyones shit. ok, theres my ranting. when i think of something important or vaguely philosophical i'll let y'all know.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-11055462?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3408106.post-110505512002-03-23T19:26:00.000-05:002002-03-23T19:26:26.116-05:00<i>hey. this is my first journal/diary/blog whatever on the web. if everyone was jumping off a bridge i would too, so here i am. <br /> <br />maybe i should tell you a little about myself to get things rolling. <br />age-19 <br />occupation-student <br />bad habits-not knowing when to keep my mouth shut & skipping classes for tv <br />favorite color-yellow <br />if i had $1,000,000-i would spend this summer in Greece <br />right now i feel-like i have mono <br /> <br />thats it for now. <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3408106-11050551?l=wildflower93.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>wildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13370027392914235618noreply@blogger.com